Time to feel like a piece of turd

I really hate it when I want to eat something and I end up having no appetite whatsoever. I hate it when I can barely swallow my food and keep it down when I feel like puking all over the place. My anxiety issues are beginning to annoy me because I can't seem to talk to this guy who I'm fangirling over (Ohai LPer) without clamming up and being nervous. What the fuck.

Add onto this stomach problems, tiredness,  cramps associated with a certain time of month, and stress from school and you have a recipie for disaster.

Hold on to your girders, guys.

On the brighter side, in two weeks, I'm going back home. Yaaaay~